Shopping

Adik Baby dah 29 weeks dalam perut, and aku masih tak shopping satu benda pun lagi. A part of me knows that when I start, I wont be able to stop. Seriously. Comel gila barang2 untuk Baby girl. Macam manala mak mak semua menahan diri. With Kalif takdala terdorong sangat nak beli. Nafsu boleh kawal lagi. So I avoid those blogshops and instashops , for a while..at least before I complete a list. 

So this time we don't need that much stuff since we have most of it. 

Crib. Checked. 

Bumper. Checked. 

Breast pump. Checked. 

What I really need? Let's list it down. It's 1.10 am by the way. I slept 8-12 am, that's what I usually do. Then I spend 2 hours doing what needs to be done before going back to sleep. That's how I survive nowadays. Being pregnant with a toddler is exhausting!

Ok back to the list. 

For me

1. Spirulina

2. Pati Gamat Emas Vitamin C

3. Minyak kelapa dara

4. BioH

5. Lactulose

6. Bengkung- bought. To pay rest of balance.This time beli bengkung strap2 tu je sebab aku malas nak ikat2.

7. Maternity pad

8. Check old socks. 

9. Call and check with Mak Lang untuk urut.

10. 3 in 1 milo and stuff for my bags. Aizads bag.

Anything Im missing?

For Adik Baby

1. Pampers

2. Newborn-Kalif has loads of white. I'll get maybe 4-5 newborn outfit for girls. They grow up so fast so no need to buy so much.

3. 3-6 months outfit. Maybe 10.

4. Headrest for carrier

5. Carrier!!! Ask Ana about babywearing a newborn.

6. bedung.

7. barut

8. minyak telon.

9. nasal aspirator. Im getting an electric one this time. 

10. humidifier.

11. nappy rash cream, losyen, bedak etc

12. Nail clipper.

13. Buy a new organizer for the stuff. 

14. Get a new baby bag

This time I'll be delivering at HUKM insyaAllah . Aizad can be there. Honestly Im excited to give birth again. The other day, we visited Kak ila and I forgot how delicate newborns are. Even putting on the baby's cap makes me nervous. They're so delicate! I can't believe Im having a girl :)

And it's so hard to choose a name for girls! You want her to have a beautiful, meaningful name but you don't want something too common. I have one or two shortlisted. Still thingking about it. THe other day Mama said don't choose something so berat. A day before I went for the 3d scan, ayah said "Nama dia Farah Nadia". Yolah ayah. That is so 80's. I aint naming my kid Farah in a gazillion years lol. Ayah ni mesti minat Farah Fawcett ni haha. 

I can't believe Im having another baby!! Somebody slap me!

On another note, I worry about Kalif. Do I need to sleep train him so he can sleep in his own room? Ive been contemplating on setting up his own room, with his own bed and such. But part of me just wants him to sleep with us..he's such a little baby!! Sometimes I feel a bit guilty..he's still small but he'll be getting a sister already. What if he doesn't want me anymore? What if he just shuts down and refuses me? Merajuk. And I cant imagine the first few days of confinement..I cant pick him up..Nanti nangis. Tidur spital tanpa Kalif. Wuuu sian Kalif. I'll be so sad. He'll be so sad. 

Yeah right he might like it. Nowadays whenever I pick him up to go home he'll say "Nanak!" amboi pandai Nanak dah. When it's bed time, he hugs my neck and pulls me close and showers me with kisses. Alahai anak Mak. Manja. Penyayang. Nama pun Kalif. Penyayang. 

And when I say "I love you". He replies "Ai uv uuuuu" . LOL. Comel gila. Haih they're so cute when they learn how to talk. "Good boy" is "boboi". HAHA. Atuk is atuk. mak is mak but sometimes he wants to call me twice so i become a mamak. Im cool with that. Abah is Abah or Babah. Wan is wi. air is air. Makan is ami. I dont know how it became ami. first it became mamam. then amin. then amik. maybe ami is amik. LOL. Kalif Kalif. 

We've decided to take a 3 year break after this. Gitu belum lahir adik lagi dah plan nak rehat 3 tahun. Dah ada sepasang bolehla rehat kejap. KAsi can mak pasang badanla. 

Ok i'ts 1.28 already. Abah is asleep. Poor Aizad working his ass off ..He works so hard nowadays..Working in sales is so tiring eh. I go to work 7.30-3.30 and i just leave everything at work. I never bring home work and will never start hopefully. 

I better go to bed. 

If you guys have any suggestions about my list..holler!